The Results Are In: 2019 Shoot & Share Contest

It’s that time of year again: revealing my personal standings in the annual Shoot & Share Photography Contest.

If you recall, I did really (really!) well in 2018. Last year was my first time entering, so it came as quite a shock that my images performed as well as they did: a whopping twenty-one of my images placing in the top 30% and higher — one of my images even took seventh place, which may not sound like much, but 7th place out of tens of thousands of images, from around the globe, is pretty spectacular, especially for a newbie.

But this year I’m afraid I didn’t fare as well: thirteen of my images placed in the top 30% or higher. I shouldn’t be bummed, but I admit I am. I went “All In”, as I did last year, and still only a third of my images landed in those coveted spots. Because I’m a Type A person, and the sort of artist who likes to compete with herself, pushing and pushing to better myself versus the artist I was last year … it stings to not have done as well as the year before

BUT —

It gives me all the more reason to push even harder for 2020!

And thirteen images from the 2019 Shoot & Share Contest landed in the top 30% or higher ain’t bad. I’ll take it.

So without further ado, here are my top ranking images from the 2019 Shoot & Share Photography Contest, noting the round each image made it to (out of twelve rounds) and individual placement in their respective categories:

Category: Travel/Landscape

Round 7/12 placing 7614/28,552

Category: Teens/Seniors

Round 7/12 placing 9,826/39,136

Category: Teens/Seniors

Round 7/12 placing 10,524/39,136

from Class of 2019 - Veronica in the Magic Kingdom

Category: Kids

Round 8/12 placing 10,900/52,543

Category: Creative Projects

Round 8/12 placing 4,578/12,262

Category: People Portraits

Round 8/12 placing 6,045/25,034

Category: Creative Projects

Round 9/12 placing 2,214/18,262

part of Fine Art Storytelling: Dorothy In Oz

Category: Teens/Seniors

Round 9/12 placing 4,213/39.163

Category: Teens/Seniors

Round 9/12 placing 1,569/39,136

Category: Kids

Round 10/12 placing 2,543/52,643

Category: Creative Projects

Round 10/12 placing 1,800/18,262

Category: Creative Projects

Round 11/12 placing 752/18,262

And my highest placing image in the 2019 Shoot & Share Photography Contest, one of my personal favorites from a Fine Art Storytelling Collective done last year, “Dorothy in Oz”:

Placing in the Top 100, Category: Creative Projects

Round 12/12 placing 52/18,262

Scott Family in Magic Kingdom + Glioblastoma Awareness

I enjoy a very special friendship with travel agent Brooke Martin, with Magical Wishes Travel, and her sweet sister Megan, whose beautiful family I photographed last year. So when these two ladies reached out to me and asked if I might be interested in providing photography services for their friends, the Scotts, who had been blessed with their first ever Walt Disney World vacation, I didn’t hesitate with my “yes”.

Ashley and Anthony “Chunk” Scott are a faith-filled power couple, parents of two, and hard-working, all-American Southerners living in the Appalachian mountains of Tennessee — and together, they’re battling Glioblastoma.

Last October, Anthony was diagnosed with this most aggressive, rapidly growing, stage IV brain tumor. Nearly six months later, he has undergone multiple life-saving procedures, including radiation, monthly MRIs, near-constant chemotherapy, and (most recently) a heavy regimen of anti-seizure medications.

Surgery isn’t an option.

There is no cure.

Since photographing this amazing family, I’ve had the honor of watching their faith pour out like water, over an absolutely horrific life reality. I’ve watched Ashley draw from reserves of strength I know I wouldn’t have. I’ve watched her fight for “Chunk”, pray for him, and love and admire him with a fierceness beyond human reckoning.

But above it all, suffused through ever fiber of this pain and unimaginable uncertainty is one solid truth: Faith.

“Life. When you think of the word ‘life’. What comes to mind?” writes Ashley. “Life is what’s happening between your birth and death on this earth. It’s [an] everyday thing we do. “Live life”. Living our life has been wonderful. We have/had everything we always needed and wanted and more. But most of all we have God! Living life for God is so much more than living life just for yourself. Believe me it’s more rewarding. Not every day Is going be perfect, but that’s when you pray harder and push the faith. Believing is the answer! There isn’t a second that goes by that I don’t give God all praise for how far He has brought my family.”

I’m continually amazed, watching Ashley be the wife and mother that she is, at how strong she is. She praises God every day for her super-human strength. Her most-often used word, day after day?

“Blessed”

Their lives have been completely upended; Ashley has taken a leave from her job to stay home and care for her husband, taking one day at a time while attempting to maintain a sense of normalcy for their precious daughter and son.

If you'd like to reach out and help this family, please, please donate to their Go Fund Me, where every dollar given helps to financially alleviate a very emotionally and physically burdensome time. Large or small, any amount you can offer this family is so very needed and appreciated.

And prayers. This precious family needs as much love and support as they can get.

Fine Art Storytelling: Dorothy in Oz

Three or four years ago, I was driving down 72 West toward Huntsville, in Alabama.  The music was blaring, and the road stretched before me in perfect, late Spring glory.  If you've ever traveled down this stretch of country highway, you'll know it's possibly the most beautiful patch of Alabama, rolling hills and low mountains hugging every curve, weathered barns scattered here and there in fields of growing cotton and soybeans.

It was one such field that captured my attention on this particular day: a rich golden sea of freshly bloomed canola blossoms, a ripe red barn nestled amid the rolling yellow, the scene crowned with brilliant blue sky.  

Suddenly, a vision:  an allusion to the yellow brick road, Dorothy lost in that field, and the frightening foreshadowing of events to come.  For just a flash, my imagination ran wild, combining my love of "The Wizard of Oz", my personal experience with tornados (they're very common in Alabama), and a snatch of memory from my college days, studying American artist Andrew Wyeth and his masterful painting "Christina's World".  At that moment I knew I needed to create this vision of mine.

"From the far north they heard a low wail of the wind, and Uncle Henry and Dorothy could see where the long grass bowed in waves before the coming storm. There now came a sharp whistling in the air from the south, and as they turned their eyes that way they saw ripples in the grass coming from that direction also."

― L. Frank Baum, The Wonderful Wizard of Oz

"Christina's World", Andrew Wyeth, 1948, MOMA

I secured my model, the lovely dancer Sarah Catherine, purchased wardrobe and a few small props, and scouted out the perfect location.  The photo session went off without a hitch, resulting in many beautiful images.

But ever the perfectionist, I was forced to shelve my original idea until I had the additional necessary ingredients to craft it solidly -- namely a believable cyclone dramatic enough to convey the richness of my vision.

"Toto, I have a feeling we're not in Kansas anymore." ― L. Frank Baum, The Wonderful Wizard of Oz

"Well, how would you like to have someone come along and pick something off of you?" ― The Wizard of Oz, 1939

And then photographer Ashley Kirkland invited me to sample one of her photo overlays: a twister.  I was elated to see that her creations were so realistic, and so easy to work with.  Finally, I had all the necessary ingredients to finish the image -- and with it, an additional art history reference from another American painter, Grant Wood's "American Gothic".

"American Gothic", Grant Wood, 1930, Art Institute of Chicago

I'm so pleased to share these images with you now, a complete Storytelling set.  I hope you enjoy them, and that they take you back to that wonderful place you most likely visited as a child, as I did:  the land of Oz.  

"They now came upon more and more of the big scarlet poppies, and fewer and fewer of the other flowers; and soon they found themselves in the midst of a great meadow of poppies. Now it is well known that when there are many of these flowers together their odor is so powerful that anyone who breathes it falls asleep, and if the sleeper is not carried away from the scent of the flowers, he sleeps on and on forever. But Dorothy did not know this, nor could she get away from the bright red flowers that were everywhere about; so presently her eyes grew heavy and she felt she must sit down to rest and to sleep."

― L. Frank Baum, The Wonderful Wizard of Oz

Enjoy this speed edit video of the fine art creation process of "Dorothy's World" (below):

Edited in Adobe Lightroom 4 and Photoshop CC by Lauren Bee: located in Inverness, FL; now serving Orlando, Tampa Bay area, and Central Florida; custom commissions available worldwide

Model: Sara Catherine

Styling: Lauren Bee

SONG: "Still Standing" by Anno Domini Beats

Textures by Jessica Drossin

Tornado: Ashley Kirkland Photography

Sky Photo by Jodi Mair Photography

My Florida Neighborhood Photography Challenge

There is no shortage of "look what I can do" photography challenges, everything from photographing on-the-sly at Target and Hobby Lobby, to boldly hosting a fashion session at Lowes.  I really enjoy seeing what other artists are able to create, with a little posing finesse and mad editing skills.  

Being new to Florida, I'm still learning my way around -- not just where to find the nearest Lowes, but also my neighborhood, which is sprawling and foreign to me (even after living here for a few months).  I decided to set out for a few minutes and begin learning my way around ... taking with me a model, a couple of pretty dresses, and my Nikon D700.  Here are a handful of photos I "found" along the way (with some "behind the scenes" shots too), all taken less than a mile from my photography studio.

Just the side of a nearby building, a stark white stuccoed surface, full of yummy texture.

The truth about being an artist is this: the "artistic temperament" is real.  I'm not always a happy, sunshiny person.  I have low days (really low ones), and on this particular day, I just wasn't Feelin' It.  I had to make myself grab my camera, make myself get out there, make myself do the work.

We found a giant bush -- with fresh, yellow blooms.

I was really feeling the dark and moody edits for these.  It was an overcast day (to match my mood).  So for the final images?  Grungy and shadowy and angsty it was!

Are these images better in color, or black and white?  I'd love to know what you think.

That breeze was perfectly timed.  I love some good hair movement.  

And an extra l'il something for this shot.  The trees were the perfect framing, and I was really digging the depth and sort of naturally created "stretched" perspective.

I think I prefer the black and white on this one.  Channelling my inner "Miss Peregrine's Home for Peculiar Children".  How did I do?

Anatomy of an Artist's Work Space

It's officially Official:  I'm a Floridian.  A real, honest to goodness Florida photographer.

It's still sinking in.  Mostly I drive around, doing my grocery shopping, wearing my new favorite Strawberry Revolution tee, sippin' a hot cuppa while I do a little business planning at my new favorite coffee/tea shop, hittin' up Disney World on the weekends ('cause we're Annual Passholders now) .... and I keep having to remind myself that yes, dreams really do come true.

I'm a Floridian.

With this new reality has come a lot of work:  unpacking boxes, breaking down boxes (whilst conquoring mountains of paper -- m o u n t a i n s ), and setting up hearth and home.  But perhaps the most fun I've had in all is setting up my new photography studio.

I'm a Floridian with a photography studio.

I'm currently in the throws of shopping around for new furnishings to host clients, additional wardrobe for my client closet, backdrops for the walls, and eyeing some off camera lighting options -- but a major component to all of this is the crafting of the all-important editing and work space, a desk and place to call my own, filled with all the things to inspire a gal in the creation of client dreams.

I love it -- and I wanted to share this space with you today!

Here it is, the Lauren Bee work space.  This is where I do all of my e-mailing clients, editing fine art photography, blogging (like now!), and drinking of copious amounts of coffee. 

I know, I know.  It's not especially "wow factor!" -- but allow me a few moments of your time to point out the finer things in this creative photography life of mine -- like the giant pouf I keep on hand for when one of my teenagers needs to bend my ear, or the furry friend who vigilantly patrols the place.

Check out that gallery wall of mine!  It has an eclectic collective of all that I love -- pretty things, Disney things, and inspirational things:  a treasured print channelling my favorite animated Disney movie, by artist June Kim of Hediun's Atelier; an adorable yellow submarine that I snagged in an Alabama thrift store for a dollar;  a lovely beaded cross which keeps a girl like me humble and kind, reminding me who and Whose I am;  a fun, custom piece by painter Kate Kennamer;  an adorable green "luck dragon", purchased in Epcot Japan;  a painting I just fell in love with, by artist-poet Cherie Burbach;  and a deeply treasured piece by my favorite fine arts college professor, Sally Crain-Jager, now deceased but whose grace and encouraging teaching I will never forget.

I keep near me a painted block by a sweet friend of mine, always reminding me to do what "makes my soul shine"; cute l'il bumble bee thumbtacks by Sarah Crooks, for keeping printed documents within arms reach; and swanky honeycomb felt boards for showcasing said printable and thumbtacks.

Lastly, my favorite coffee mug, Haunted Mansion themed and treasured find from a previous trip to the Disney Parks.  And let's not forget my adorable studio gnomes -- who have Galic names, of course (L to R): Raibert, Fergus, Pip (grey cap), Alban, and Dougal, handmade by the fabulous Still Stitchin' (who can also be found here).

I work here.  But since I'm being honest, this work of mine is more like play.  I just love my job, and I love surrounding myself with little bits of magic and whimsy -- keeps my soul alive and makes my passion in life all the more enjoyable.

Do you think I'm missing anything?  I'd love to hear your suggestions for studio additions in a comment below!

Plans and Art and Mermaids -- oh my!

"I must be a mermaid... I have no fear of depths, and a great fear of shallow living."  - Anais Nin

I'm sure it appears I've totally abandoned my website and my faithful readers because ... well I kinda did. 

But I promise I didn't!

The only excuse I can offer is that I suffer from two simultaneous and equally debilitating ailments:  "Lookit All The Things! Disease" and "I Can Only Do One Thing at a Time Disorder".

Being a creative has its drawbacks.  On the one hand I have a brain filled with an assortment of wonderful and magical ideas!  On the other hand, I am easily distracted by said wonderful and magical ideas.  So it's a constant struggle to understand my purpose, re-evaluate my intentions, and re-order my activities to align in a way that supports the taking of one step at a time toward the goal.

Hence my lack of appearance here:  I've been passionately pursuing The Goal!

Four years ago I had a secret vision with an intense drive and purpose to serve artists and thus make the world a more amazing place.  And recently, that vision has taken a more solid shape, allowing me to finally act on it!  Y'all this is it, The Big One: 

I'm designing a book.  A gorgeous book, with giant, full-color illustrations, telling the classic Hans Christian Anderson fairy tale, "The Little Mermaid".  It's going to be a literal work of visual art, for delighted lovers of fairy tales and imaginative folks passionate about story and art.  People like you and me, in other words.  

Why would I do this?  Because I'm bored or something?  Oh no, no, no.   This massive illustrative project is going to fund my bigger (more vital!) vision to support, encourage, educate, and equip future artists and creatives to push past boundaries and sing their truth!

As an artist, I've had the unique position and honor to meet many other artists, to speak with them, know them, understand them, and one thing is clear about this creative journey: art is opposed.

Art is demanding. It requires something from a person that is more than paint or paper or (in my case) turning on the computer and opening PhotoShop. Making art means culling forth something Other residing within – often very, very deep within. This takes work and self-awareness, and while it is good work, manufacturing as it does such beautiful things, it is difficult work because it exhaustively demands heart and soul.

Art is devalued. As a collective society we'll fork out millions to watch the latest C.G.I. mega-blockbuster, and some of us will even hand over a fiver-plus-ten to attend an art exhibit featuring a name we're familiar with –- but what about that gal working on a wall mural in a child's nursery … or the lady who designs really clever objects made of wood and stone, right out of her garage? For every “successful” artist deemed worthy of money and notice, there are hundreds more struggling to be acknowledged, struggling with self-doubt, doling out thousands for materials, giving countless hours to education, learning and growing and developing more fully in their passion and skill – striving to have a voice which sings of truth in color and lines. And these are the artists who are often overlooked and largely ignored, which explains why –

Art is lonely.  Meant to be partaken of communally, art is ironically a solitary thing. When you're alive inside of yourself and working so diligently to pull that out into the light of day, to reveal it in a way others can partake of, it has a strangely isolating effect. Working so intimately with something, be it brush bristles smeared with paint or kneading bread dough, an individual's art is more accurately described as birth. And birthing something to life can only be done in quiet, dark places. Our friends and family don't fully understand what is going on inside our brains, what is writhing just beneath the exterior surface, and we artists aren't always articulate enough to express it until the final work is produced, which means working solo until the Just Right Time.

Art is a mystery. Creation happens in places within that are sometimes dark and squirrely. Ideas are born of emotions and meaningful experiences, formed in the recesses of a human heart into that something Other. It takes a lot of digging, which can (and does!) consume years and years of a human life. It's an evolutionary process, this making art thing, hard to hack at and difficult to reveal.

And yet, art is natural. It's as ingrained and necessary as breathing. Humanity exhibits this insatiable drive in a variety of ways, from baking in the kitchen and setting the dinner table, to sewing or knitting gorgeous wearables or putting up special made curtains in the family room. The urge to create is strong in us. One could even say it's a driving force, this thing that holds us firmly entrenched in either self-doubt or outright dismissal … but it is also the very thing that is the catalyst for life itself.

I believe in God, and I believe He is the Creator of all good and beautiful beings – and I believe we, the crowning glory of God's creation, are created in His very image to create.

We just don't always know how. And as difficult as art is – isolating, devalued, mysterious, and demanding – many of us don't even want to partake of the creative process. So we just –

don't

And yet ….

How many times have you looked at someone's This or That Thing of Beauty and thought to yourself or even spoken aloud, “I wish I knew how to do that” – but then shrugged it off as outside the realm of possibility? I'm guessing a lot. I hear it all the time, when someone admires what I do, wistfully yearning they could do it too, and I just hurt for that person who is more wrapped up in defeat than she is in victory. Because art is important. If it wasn't, so many of us wouldn't be (or want to be) doing it!

A while ago I experienced a very profound thing: I realized my Calling was not just in “being an artist”, but it is also in helping others experience the joy of creating art themselves. I am built to guide others to the source of their creative energy. I'm designed to help others act on the natural creative force already hardwired in their souls.

That's how “The Fine Art of Becoming” was born, a specialized retreat weekend for the purpose of supporting, encouraging, educating, and equipping artists on their creative journey – which also includes those amazing people who don't (yet) see themselves as artists but who secretly believe (and rightly so!) they could be – they just need that little extra something to prove it to themselves. “The Fine Art of Becoming” will consist of structured, creative experiences and restorative solitude, encouraging talks by experienced artists and creatives active in the field of their expertise, and specialized lessons built to whet the soul's appetite and instill the courage to go forth and make art! It's an entire, immersive weekend to enliven fellow sojourners to their possibility, find their voice, and learn how to bravely go about singing and sharing their truth.

You want a spot on The Fine Art of Becoming retreat?  Registration opens in June of 2018.

[insert record scratch]

I know.  It's a long way off.  But it has to be.  You see, this kind of long-term goal planning takes time and prayer and a whole team of people -- and gobs of money ... something which seems to be in short supply around here.  Guess that whole "starving artist" thing is an Actual Thing.  Dangit.

Hence my illustrated book! Call it Phase One of The Fine Art of Becoming.  A fundraiser of sorts, this thing is gonna be crafted from the highest quality materials with gorgeous illustrations, sure to entertain and captivate lovers of stories everywhere. It'll be a work of art in itself, this book. Just you wait and see.  Especially by artists, for artists, to support artists.

So why “The Little Mermaid”?  You mean aside from the fact that I've been obsessed with mermaids since I was a little girl, even wanted to be one ... but sadly I never learned that breathing under water trick?

Because The Little Mermaid is someone so many of us relate to, even if on a subconscious level. The Little Mermaid belonged neither here nor there. A creature born of water and salt, yet longing for land and air. She never quite fit in, but never let that stop her from becoming who she knew, deep down, she was supposed to be. Her voice was stripped from her, she lost her way, but in the end, she discovered the core values set in all hearts, human or sea creature: vulnerable love, self-sacrifice, deeper belonging and holy purpose.

And that, my friend, is the very definition of Art.

That's why it's important to tell her story and share it in a way that we can all cling to. Because her story is our story.

When will “The Little Mermaid” book be complete?  Well, the process has already begun -- and you get a ringside seat to the whole show!  Parts have been cast and plans are already in motion to complete all thirty-five illustrations and have a publisher secured by May 31, 2018. It will take a great deal of orchestrating the scheduling of sessions, shooting all of my models, shooting additional photographic elements (such as architectural bits or clumps of flowers for a particular scene, and so on), after which each image must be sorted and cataloged. All of that has to happen before I can even begin putting all of the visual bits together in photographic form. Each illustration will take a minimum of six hours to complete – and that's just the final editing!  It is a highly processed, thoroughly detailed undertaking -- but don't worry! I'll keep you up-to-date on the goings on, so you can be the first to know when the final product is released.

Are you in? Good. Let's dive!